Dear readers, time and time again I always come back to the same place. Some think that life in its own funny way always makes you go round in circles. However, its just probably us. Our now and yesterday just intertwine pressing the play and replay many times.
Maybe that’s why many believe that we live over and over again in different time periods during the infinite life of our spirit.
For instance, I love cats. What I like the most of them is their unbothered way of life. They just go about doing their own thing. However, my point is that during my life I’ve always had a cat, as a child I recall having a white Siamese cat, Mom told me recently that she wasn’t white, but black, probably she’s confused with my other cat, Miss Me-aw. I had a hard time after she passed, so it took me a while to let another cat into my life. My son convinced me of adopting a kitten and four years down the road, Jinx lives happily (or I would think) with us in our home.
But hey this isn’t about cats!!! So let’s move on.
Isn’t it quite funny how things just happen to us so many times, the SAME things.
So, why wouldn’t it be different with my blog. When I first started writing I was invested in it. My blog was a way I would write myself through my difficulties, but than I just lost the thirst for writing.
It transitioned from reacting to Sunday’s sermon, to a place where I began growing as a person. It was an eye opener to what was going on in a world that I had never bothered to look at closely. Injustice rang loud and clear as I witnessed devastation created by those with power. I began to question what I had thought was my faith.
I saw Christianity with new eyes.
I saw Buddhism with new eyes.
I began reading books about how to live a mindful life.
My spiritual exploration had been set in place and all these years down the road it’s still is.
Believing is a place where that exploration takes place and I think I’m over with people who put you down spiritually. It’s time to come back home and just write about the ups and down of life and faith.
My fingers are eager to type away my thoughts and experiences of a new path I’ve discovered. A path where my spirit rests knowing that each and every day I try to not fall into practices that do not contribute to my growth or those who I encounter with each day.
Because at the end of the day, we all want to feel the comfort of being in peace with ourselves and the world, we all want to come home.
See you around and thanks for stopping by. Hasta pronto!